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Kathleen's crime: Leaking information to a grand jury and lying about it to another grand jury. Kent's crime: Had a sexual relationship with a minor for 4 years from the age of 13-17 Richard's crime: Raping a 4 year old Kathleen Kane, Kent Ingleheart, and Richard Keenan have all been charged with some pretty serious crimes as of late but are being protected by the bias Democratic/Liberal media. We say the media is biased because if these people in power had been Republicans or Conservatives you wouldn't have to go searching for their political affiliations or their names. In the headlines and on repeat would these stories be circulated but because every last one of these people are Democrats the media protects them and even when they are reporting their bad press it's still spun in way to show the good work these people have done. Let it be a Republican. You would hear "Republican politician Such and such has been accused of…!" Se...

So I tried Tinder, Bumble and Plenty Of Fish (dating apps) looking for an escape from my reality. None of it worked out. I didn't even make it out with a friend. I just have strangers in my memory now. A lot of my problems came from the fact that they weren't real Christians and the fact that I am in love/lust/longing [for] with someone else. A tangible fellow who I've been invited out to meet with a few times but it alas hasn't come to fruition as well. While I want to believe he's a Christian there are a several aspects of his life that need to be worked on by God. As much as I want to be with him I  know these things won't change because I want them to and I'll only end up compromising what I believe like I almost did with the others from the dating apps. I thanks God for hindering those relationships and opening my eyes to the warning signs that these guys were not the one for me. However I'm still very much lonely and trying to find a way to be happ...

I want to see changes in my life so I'm going to start with the way I do things. Instead of lazying about on my free weekends I'll push forward with my dreams of becoming a profitable author. I love books and making up stories however my life has derailed so far from my desire that I feel that a change must happen in order to get where I want to be in life. Short and sweet. I'm debating on whether to publish them here first or not. I'll talk to you later. :)

I'll miss you Anton Yelchin. No, I didn't know him in person but from what I could see he was awesome at his  job. I really wanted to see where his career was going to go. He was so young (only a year older than myself) and so very good at acting. His career was blossoming when he left us abruptly. I fell for his acting chops in the movie Odd Thomas. It was a strange and very cool film about a boy who could see the dead. I recommend it for those who love a good mystery movie. My father is a Star Trek fan and thought Anton did a great job as the reboot Chekov however I didn't really pay attention as a kid to the original Chekov I was too busy being mesmerized by the OG Spock. However as an adult I can't disassociate Yelchin from his role as Chekov and is forever in my mind as Pavel Andreievich Chekov navigator of the U.S.S. Enterprise. The first movie I saw him in was Fright Night the 2011 remake while it was not as good as the first one I still enjoyed it and was ...

Only one post in 2015 and now my first 2016 post is near the end of the year. Ooops well I've been busy figuring out life. Still haven't got it all sorted out but I think I'm back. We'll see. I"m about to experiment on here. Let me know what you think. ~Temp

Today they said that I can't and that my wants were unrealistic. Maybe I am tight on time but maybe I can.

A lot of people don't even know this day exist or what it's about so I'm going to talk about today. I learned about this couple when I was around 17 years old. In the 1950's an interracial couple by the name of Richard and Mildred Loving got married unbeknownst to the government of Virginia where they resided. At that time however it was illegal in Virginia for an interracial couple to marry and so started years of turmoil for the Loving who tried to get their marriage legalized. There is a HBO documentary on the Loving Story. Homosexuality One thing I don't agree with that's pressing on my heart to mention is homosexual marriage. So that know one will misunderstand my promotion of this day as as gay/lesbian support I write this. Mildred Loving has said she supports homosexuality and that's where her and I depart ways. Comparing her situation to gays and lesbians is completely wrong in my opinion. I see where she sees the similarity in the fact t...